MuA LyFe iN wErDz...

Am i Or Am I NoT??

2005-12-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

HoLLa pEEpS~!!...mISh Me??...KeKeZ~!!...WeLL...HeRe I aM aGaIn uPdAtInG mOi bLoG aFtEr sHoO LoNg...HaIsH...TiNgS r GeTTiNg FrOm BaCk 2 wOrSe I gUeSs...I'Ve bRoKeN Up WiTh fAdHiL...SiNcE 29 NoV...hMm...i aSk 4 iT...gUeSs i'vE mAdE tHa RyTe chOiCe...i NeVa TeL mOi oThEr GuYfWeNs bOuT iT...I DuN 1 eM' 2 NoE...BuT iM GoNnA ReMeMBeR TaT DaE 4EvA...U NoE y??....onLi sHiLa n KaK oWiN noEs tHa sToRiE...CuZ iM tHa LaFFiNg sToCk 2 eM'...TaTs oSo tHa fErsT dAe I cHiLL aRnD wItH bDk2 SCA...QuiTe FuN tHoU...KiP LaFFiNg WeN iM WiTh eM'...At LeAsT iT cAn HeLp Me 2 4GeT aLL mOi PrObS FeR A wHiLe...BuT wE CaN'T rUn aWaY fRoM rEaLiTy RyTe??...

HaIsH...tHa MaIn ObJeCtIvE oF Me UpDaTiNg Moi bLoG AgAiN cUz I'vE No 1 eLsE 2 TuRn 2...N oSo TiS iS mOi bLoG, i HaVe tHe aUtHoRiTy HeRe...No OnE cAn StOp Me fRoM dOiNg tHa tInGs I WaNNa dO...CuZ TiS is Mua LiL wErLd~!!!...GeT iT??...iF u Dun LoIKe It, Ur OwAyS WeLcUm 2 LeAvE...As SiMpLe aS TaT~!!!...

WeLL...I'vE NeVa eVeR In MoI LyFe BeTraY mOi FwEnS oR tHa pErsOn cLoSeSt 2 Me...NEVA~!!!...HmM....eVeR hEaRd oF " KwN MkN KwN??"...GrOsS~!!...LoAtHe TaT pHrAsE...bLuEkZ~!!...BuT iM noT SuRe WaT iM DoIn Ryte NoW iS RyTe Or RoNg...i'm ToTaLLy CoNpiUs...DaMn CoNpIuS...BeEn TiNkIng BoUt It aLL NyTe...TaTs Y ThEsE dAeS I cLp aNd WoKe uP LaTe...n TaTs tHa pArT wHeR aYaH StArTs 2 "SiNg"...i NoE aNaK DaRa tK bGoS bGn LmBt2...BuT wAt CaN I Do??...i DiDnT HaVe eNuFF cLp...

tHa fAcT iS TaT i DiDnT BeTraY mOi FwEn...CuZ Da HoLiDaE nIe, I DiDnT GeT 2 sEe eM' YeT...tHa pErSoN i fEeL LoiKe Im BeTraYiNg Is tHa PeRsOn Hu Is cLoSe 2 Me...aNd i mEaN rEaL cLoSe...sHe NoE bOuT mOi PrOb, n i 2 nOe BoUt HeR pRoB...BuT dErE ArE sTiLL CeRtAiN TiNgS TaT ShE kEPt 2 hErSeLf, aNd I kEpT 2 mOiSeLf...BuT oVeRaLL, ShE noEs qUiTe aLoT bOuT mE...I DuNnO hOw 2 PuT iT iNtO SeNtENcE...ItS JuZ ShOo HaRD fEr Me 2 rEvEaL It...CrIoUsLy GuYs...fEeL LoIkE bReAkiNg DwN nOw...HaIsH...My PuRpoSe Is 2 HeLp HeR...BuT iN tHa eNd??...OnLi GoD NoEs HoW I fEeL rYTe nOw...

kLa...GuEsS i''LL StOp RyTiNg FeR nOw...OnE dAe U pEePs WiLL NoE kEsUdAhaNnYe W/O Me TeLLiNg...TaTaZ~!!!...*bLiNk*

\/++\/ I'm PiSsEd oFF~!!! \/++\/

2005-11-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

HmM...JuZ FiNiSh ToKiNg 2 BoNd oN tHa FoNe...I'm pIsSeD oFf WiT HiM rYtE NoW...FaRk HiM Ah~!!!...SoYaL NyE JaNtAn...HoW DaRe He HaNg uP tHa FoNe JuZ LoIkE TaT??...tKdE cArE nYe BdK...aLL aLoNg, iT WaS HiS MiStAkE pE...NaK ToLaK BaLaK kAt aKoO LaKz...aAaRrGhH~!!!..Gi JaHaNaM Ah...aKoO pOn Tk RuGi PaPe Pe...

NiWaE, yStRdAy WeNt OuT rAyE wIt Bb..YuP...HiM....SuRpRiSe??...We MeT HiM aT TaMp...WeLL...Ya...I Do fEeL AwKwArD CoZ Da LaMeR tK jmPe...BuT Da LaMeR2 CkIt aRu Da OkaY2 aH...DeRs 3 CoUpLeS...tHa cHeEkY_cHiCx aNd ThEiR BoIfWeNs aH...Me n HiM - ReD...CT n YaN - OrEn...ZuRa n SuSu - pInK...hMm...OkAy LaH...tHa 3 GuYs GeT aLoNg QuItE WeLL...BuT aLtHoU iM WiT HiM, tHa QuEs iS sTiLL oN mOi MiNd...sHuLd I CaRry oN wItH HiM???...LoIkE WaT I SaE iN mOi PrEvIoUs EnTrY...i Do LuRb HiM...bUt NoT As StRoNg aS LaSt TyMe...HaIsH...SuMtYmEs i fEeL TaT BeInG SiNgLe Is MuChIe BeTTa...TaPi bLeR tKd, BoRiNg LaKz...O yA~!!...ToKiNg bOuT mOi pReViOuS eNtRy, FoR oNcE iN mOi LyFe, I TiNk I haVe sAiD sUmTiNg Ya BERNAS...tDaK kE AnDa SeMuA FiKiR BeGiTu??...mUaHaHa...BrAvO bRAvO~!!!...BiG aPpLaUsE FeR Me~!!!...*aPpLaUsInG*

BaCk 2 tHa StOrIe...He Do ChAnGe a LiL...LoIke WaT He PoMiSe Me...BuT...EnTaLaH...aKoO nI PoN kAdAnG2 FiCkLeD-MiNdEd GaK...cAn'T MaKe mOI oWn DeCiSiOn...HmM...AnY LoVe DoCtOrS oUt DeRe??!!...WaKaKa...mOi MiNd iS FiFtY2 RyTe NoW...mCm Nk Go On...McM TkNk..BuT i'Ve BeEN WiT HiM fEr 1mTh pLuS rYtE nOw...We'Ve BeEn THrU tHiCk aNd ThIN 2GeDa...tKkN nK LePaSkAn McM 2 Je EhK??...bUt i TiNk FeR nOw, JuZ sTiCk 2 HiM...OnCe I'm sUrE bOuT mOi aNs oReAdI, dEn i'LL Do sUmTiN bOuT It...

n oSo...sUmOnE oReAdI chAnGe HeR bLoG LaYoUt...aGaIn~!!!...TiS TyMe mOi FaV KaLeR LaKz 2...YuP2...BLUE~!!!...Tk Ke BiNgIt??...KeKeZ~!!...I OsO WaNnA ChAnGe bOtH mOi FwEnStEr n bLoGgIe~!!...WeLL...GuEsS 1 DaE HaVe 2 sLeEpOvEr At HeR hSe DeN...mAyBe NxT WiK...CaN KaKaK??...Am I iNvItEd??...MuaHaHa...kLa2...gTg FeR NoW...TkLe KaI cOmP LaMeR2....nAnTi BiLL MeLaMbOnG...TkCr PpLe..LuRb Ya oWaYs~!!!...*sMoOcHxX*

||++||||++|| I NiD SuM LoVe TiPs ToO~!!! ||++||||++||

2005-11-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

HeY GuYs...JuZ FiNiSh ReAdInG BoTh pHaZ aNd KaK LyNdA's bLoG...GuEsS WaT??....I JuZ gOtTa NoE TaT pHaZ AnD MeEn aRe NoT 2GeDa aNiMoRe...WTF??...WhErE iN tHa wErLd aM i??...WaTs HaPpEnInG 2 Me??...kLw aKoO tK BaCe bLoG KaK LYnDa, sMpI ArI aYe TaOn DePaN pOn aKoO Tk TaU CiTe SaK...HaIsH...I'm OsO SaD aFtEr ReAdInG hIs bLoG...dEy HaVe BeEn 2GeDa fEr aRd 2yRs aNd nOw??...WaT HaPpEn??...He sTiLL LuRb hEr...i NoE hE dO...No WoNdEr TiS PaSt FeW dAeS wHeN I sAw HiM dIeR dIaM JeK...TaT's UnLiKe HiM...CiAn aBg sDaRe aKoO sOrAnG nIe...HaIsH...DaLaH AbG SdArE AkOo nIe tGh SeDiH2...SuM oF HiS GhUrLfWeNs dUnNo tHa ReaL StOrIe MaEn sEnAnG2 JeK SuRoH dIeR 4GeT BoUt MeEn...McM PaHaM JeK...Do U NoE hOw HuRtFuL It Is 2 4geT SuMoNe??...HaVe u EvEr FaLL In LuRb??...oR Do U EvEn nOe WaT L-O-V-E MeAnS??...iT OsO TaKeS TyMe aNd CoUraGe oKaY 2 4GeT sUmOnE...hMm...TiS Is WaT WaS wRiTtEn FrOm 3 oF hIs GhUrLfWeNs WhEn i ReAd HiS TaGgY...

lady_luck: phaz.. just forget her. she's toying with you. there are many fishes in the sea..
broken: she's not worth it. she's toying with u!
girlwithabrokensmile: searched for an interesting blog and stumbled upon yours. can i suggest that you just get over her? cos she's totally uninterested in u..

WaDuH WaDuH WaDuH...SeNaNg2 JeK KoRAnG eHk sUrOh DiEr LuPekAn MeEn??...KoRaNg BoLe LaH CkP...bCoZ Ur nOt In His ShOeS...WaT dO u PpLe UnDeRsTaNd??...NoBoDy'S pErFeCt AiTe...y R u PpLe ShOo eViL??...AsL KoRaNg nAk SgT pHaZ N mEeN BrEaK oFf??...Y??...U LoIke HiM iZiT??...JuZ dUn UnDeRsTaNd y U PpLe aRe BeHaViNg LoIkE tIs...DeNgKi...TuHaN MaRaH TaU...AkOo PoN mArAh...HaIsH...GeT iT oVeR u gErLs...NuThIn BeTtEr dO kE??...

oKaYz...eNuFF BoUt DoS gErLs...NoW I WaNnA TaLk bOuT Me...Me tOo HaVe sUm PrObS WiT mUa ReLaTiOnShIp...LoIkE I SaId, NoBoDy's pErFeCt...I nOe TaT iN a ReLaTiOnShIp, DeRe aRe BoTh tHa UpS AnD DoWnS...BuT I DuNnO WaT tO dO nOw...I ToO NiD SuM LuRb TiPs FrOm U PpLe OuT dErE...Me aNd HiM...McM BkN MaTaE SaK...TiLL NoW, He HaS nOt EvEn DoNe HiS PaRt aS mOi bOiFwEn...BuT wEn I AsK FoR a bReAk OfF, dIeR TkNk...hE SaId TaT He sTiLL LuRbS Me...CaN TaT KaTe2 Be TrUsTeD??...tHa LaSt TyMe i WeNt OuT WiT HiM WaS DuRiNg BuLaN pOsA...N TaTs OsO tHa LaSt TyMe i SaW HiM...CaN u ImAGiNe iT??...CoNtAcT PoN Tk sLaLu...EvEn BoTh mOi gUyS AnD GhUrLfWeNs sAiD tHaT Me N HiM Tk McM mATaE...

HmM...WhEr WeRe He WeN i HaVe a pRoB??..hE's NoT bY mOi SiDe...ItS oThEr PeRSoN...AnD TaT PeRSoN iS MoHsEn...kLw Tk MoHsEn PoN BoNd...ItS EiThEr 1 Of ThIs gUyS....iTs NoT HiM..NoT mOi Bb dArLz...HaIsH...I CrIeD FeR HiM aLoT....NoT sUrE wHeThEr I sTiLL LuRb hIm OnOt...mAyBe YeSh...bUt NoT As sTrOnG As LaSt TyMe...eVeN mOi TrUsT FeR HiM HaS DeCrEAsEd...ThOuSaNdS Of QuEs SuDdEnLy PoPpEd uP iN mOi MInD....sHuLd I cArRy oN WiT TiS ReLaTiOnShIp??...Do I sTiLL LuRb HiM??...aDaKaH DiEr MaSi SeTiA dGn AkOo??...I'm cOnPiUsEd...I NiD SuM HeLp RyTe NoW...EvEn mOi sYz CaNt HeLp WiT mOi PrOb...WaT sHuLd I Do??!!....WaT sHuLd I Do??!!...aArRgHhHh~!!!...FaRk aH...tHa bJu RaYe mEraH Yg KiTe BeLi Pon LoM TeRpAkAi pAkAi aGi GaThA2...HaIsH...CuMe PaKaI sKaLi JeK..BuT NoT WiT HiM YeT...CrIoUsLy, I NiD sUm LoVe TiPs hErE...HaIsH...

TiNk GoNnA EnD hErE...rEaLi2 HoPe TaT SuMoNe OuT dErE aRe WiLLiNg 2 HeLp Me...My PrOb MaYbE StEwPiT ThOu...bUt i'M aLL sTrEsSeD uP....TkCr....

= KaK LyNdA 2 tHa ReScUe PwEaSe~!!! =

2005-10-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

WeLLoW PpLe~!!!...GoSh...iT's BeEn aLoNg TyMe SiNcE i UpDaTE mUa bLoG...SmPi sHiLa GiLeR TaNyE2 aSaL Da LaMeR Tk UpDaTe...kPo DiEr....KeKeZ~!!...WeLL, bEen Bz LaTeLy...Da Nk RaYe KaTeKn...nK KeNa KmAs2, KeJe, sKuLiN...n mOsT iMpOrTaNt oF aLL, Nk KeNa 2rOn gEyLaNg~!!...aHaKz~!!...WhEr GoT TyMe 2 UpDaTe??...EvEn aKoO dA LaMeR Tk ChEcK FwEnStEr aKuSh...HaIsH...O Ya PpLe~!!!...I GoT BiG nEwS 2 ShArE wIt U gUyS~!!....HmM...My SiNgLe LyFe HaS EnDeD~!!!....YuP2~!!...SiNcE 9 OcToBeR...HiS NaMe iS fAdHiL...KeKeZ~!!...MeT HiM...BuT DuNNo wHeThEr He'S mUa "MR RIGHT" oR "MR JUST RIGHT"...???...wAkAkA...SoO No mOrE aPaI Or HuEvEr FeR Me PweAsE~!!!...CaN't BeTraY HiM...WeLL...BoTh aBg MiMi n mUa SyZ HaVe MeT HiM...MuA SyZ cKp DiEr OkIe...

HmM...TaPi aRu2 NiE, hE mAdE a sTeWpIt DeCiSiOn...DuN rEaLi WaNnA ToK bOuT iT...NaNtI uJaN SuSa NaNtI...MuAhAhA...ItS LoIkE aS If DiEr PeNtInGkAn DiRi SeNdIrI...nVr TiNk WaT wOuLd I fEeL...HaIsH...WeN I ToLd Ct AnD ZuRa BoUt It, DeY sAe TaT If DiEr nK iT 2 Be TaT WaE, TaT MeAnS dIeR nYe OrG nOt tHa sEtIa tYpE...BuT mUa SyZ cKp ItS nUtHIn iF hE mAdE TaT DeCiSiOn...WeLL....DuNnO Hu 2 LiStEn 2...BuT Bb, iF U HaPpEn PaSt mUa bLoG, JuZ WaNnA TeLL u TaT pWeAsE PwEaSe PwEaSe DuN MaKe tHa DeCiSiOn On wHiCh OnLi 1 PaRtY aRe cOmFoRtAbLe WiTh It AnD NoT tHa BoTh Of Us...u OsO NiD 2 TiNk hOw i fEeL ??...WiLL I Be HaPi wItH U MaKiN TaT KiNd Of DecIsIoN??...DuN u TiNk TaT I WiLL B LoNeLy??...iF u ReaLi CaRe BoUt Me, U WoN't MaKe TaT sTeWpIt DeCiSiOn Bb...WaDeVa HaPpEnS iN tHa FuTuRe, u cAn'T bLaMe Me Kz??....2 Je Yg I BoLE PeSaN KaT u....TaPi WaLaU aPe PoN, We bOtH sHuLd WeRk HaRd 2 MaInTaIn oUr ReLaTiOnShIp...ReMeMbEr WaT U PrOmISe Me???....WoKeY Bb??....

HaIsH..kLa2...eNuFF BoUt HiM...NaNtI KoRaNg MeLuAt LaKz KaN AkOo fEeLiNg2 LoNeLy....aHaKz~!!!...WoKeY PpLe...FeR NoW, i rEaLi NiD SuM1's HeLp....aNd TaT PeRsOn sHuLd bE MuA aUnT~!!!...KaKaK~!!!...I wAnNa cHaNgE mUa bLoG~!!!...UrGeNtLy~!!!...GeTTiNg sIcK aNd TiReD WiT mUa bLoG SkIn...tHa PiXiEs aNd sTuFf...uRgH~!!!...sHiLa Da 2Ka, aKaK Da 2Ka...oRg PoN nK 2Ka GaK....sKaLi sKaLe kPo2 aPe SaLaHnYe....KeKeZ~!!!...BuT CrIoUsLy~!!!....I WaNnA GeT A NeW LoOk FeR mUa bLoG~!!!...PwEaSe~!!!!....HeLp Me Kz??....rAnKiU VeRy BiG...KeKeZ~!!!...

WoKeY PpLe....GoTTa Go FeR NoW....JuZ WaIt FeR mUa NxT UpDaTe AiTe??...MuAcKiEzZz~!!!!...tKcR Ya...LuRb U GuYs~!!!...HuGs aNd KiSsEs fRoM Me tHa CuTe yEuL....*eViL LaFF*

|||| GoTcHa~!!!! ||||

2005-10-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

eYoO WeYoO DeYoO pEePz~!!!...GoT MiSh Me??...YeSh??...NoPe???....HmPh~!!...NvM DeN~!!...aHaKz~!!...GiLeR Pe aNaK...HmM...U aLL sHuLd b GuESsIn RyT y My tItLe iS LoIkE TaT??....WeLL...Am BaCk dGn PrAnGaI LaMeR KuSh~!!!...KaCo2 oRg KaT aLaMaK cHaT...KeKeZ~!!...SuKe aKoO uAt KjE gNi...Da LamEr TrAiNinG....aHaKz~!!!....nI La KeJe PaRt TyMe AkOo KaCo2 BdK LaKi kAt c2...HaTe aLL TiS cHaTtErS...dEy TeNd 2 pLaY WiT oUr HeArTs...nK uAt PaKaI JeK....sUmEr sWiT TaLKeRs MuThA fArKeR jE LeBiH....aKoO nK KaC aLiK ApE dRg KaC KiTe...mY mOmMa sAyS, WaT dOeSn't BeLoNg 2 Us, wE sHuLd NoT tAkE...mUaHaHa...LaMe sAk yEuL....

NiWaE, As UsUaL, i'M In mUa sKuL MLC....BuT TiS tYmE NoT WiT Ct....BuT ZuRa...DiDn'T Go FeR S&W 2dAe....No MoOd....SuPpOsE 2 FiNiSh aT 4 2DaE...HmM...Ct DiDn'T TuRn uP fEr sKuL 2DaE...SaKiT....So OnLi LeFt e 2 cHeEkY_cHiCx OnLi...MyB LaTeR MiTiNg WaN DeY aLL KaT bEdOK...DuN wAnNa Go HoMe sTrAiT...MeNdAkZ Ah...HmM...NuThiN MucH HaPpEn 2DaE...I mEaN FeR NoW...At TiS VeRy MiNutE..AhAkZ~!!!...Tk TaU aH kLw NaNtI LeK2 DgN DrG...BuT HoPeFuLLy NuThIn BaD HaPpEn...HaIsH..AgI 2 ArI Da PoSa...JuZ CaN't wAiT 2 Go 2 gEyLaNg...TiS yR LaSt Oi...JaDi KeNa eNjOy pUAs2..DeR WiLL B No MoRe BaZaAr2 eHk KaT gEyLaNg NxT yR...KoRaNg Tk SeDiH Ke??...aKoO SaD TaU....rEaLi cAn'T wAiT FeR aRI aYe...Nk KuA rAmE2....WiT cHeEkY_cHiCx, eMo_cHiKaS, bRo2 LuRb aNd MuA sEc sKuL fWeNzIe...HaIsH....Da LaMeR tK nMpK aPaI...tHa LaSt tYmE i SaW HiM wAs LaSt FrI...2 PoN KjAp Je...Da SaLaM, jLn...Tk PuAs AkOo TeNoK mUkE dIeR yG cUtE mCm AkOo 2...WaKaKa....pWaSaN SaK yEuL...WeLL, u PeEpZ ArE JuZ JeLeS rYt??...WeLL, ItS nUtHiN BuT tHa TrUtH Pe...KeKeZ~!!!...*bLuEkZ~!!*

kLa PeEpZ...GtG...BuT B4 TaT, sInCe Da Nk DkAt bLn pOsA...BiAr aKoO SaY iT iN AdVAnCE aItE..."SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA~!!!"....wOoHoO~!!...KeKeZ~!!...tKcR...dUn TaKe DrUgS~!!...cHaLLo BeTTe~!!!...

!!+!!!!+!! AaArRrGgHh~!!...WaT HaPpEn 2 mE??? !!+!!!!+!!

2005-09-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

HoLLa~!!!...Me NoW iN mUa sKuL MLC...kInDda BoReD thOu...jUz PaSsIn oUt MuA TyMe..JaP AgI nK gI WeRk...hAiYa...DuNnO WaT HaPpEn 2 mE DiS PaSt FeW WiKs...KiP QuArReLiN WiT mUa gUy FweNs...SuMTyMeS oVeR A sMaLL TiNg oSo...SaT KuA Gi ToWn 2, GaDo DgN JuP, Am aNd WaN...CuZ DeY ChAngE pLaN...bUt aT LaST dA Ok dGN WaN...CuMeR Am anD JuP mAsI kPaLe BaTu...aM tK PsL SgT Ah...PsL De pOn aRu JoIn gRp KItE...TaPi Yg aKoO TkLe tAsHaN iS jUp...sEuMo iDoP AkOo Tk pEnA gADO dGn DiEr...PaDaHaL DiEr Yg sLaLu GiMmE AdViSe BoUt Mua PrObS...SmPi NaRi SeY tK bObAl DgN dIeR...aAaRRgHh~!!!...wAt hApPeN SaK??!!!...Da mInTk MaAf PoN tK rEPLy...Ko Pe SuKe La nAk...kO pON Da bSr....LyKe WaT Ct sAiD...MiNtK MaAf DgN TuHaN sEnAnG...TaPi DgN MaNuSiA sUsA...

Da GaDo dGn DrG2 SaTu HaL...TaPi GaDo DgN bOb GaK...WTF???...SjAk2 dIeR cOnFeSs HiS fEeLiNgS 2 Me, KiTe aSiK2 GaDo...AsL eHk??...aKoO N boB bOtH dUn UnDeRStaNd y??....LoIkE StOoPId SiA....PaDaHaL I'vE GoT nO fEeLiNgS FeR HiM...bUt y sJaK2 Yg DiEr CoNfEsS ArU kITe cKiT2 GaDo??...wEn 1sT TyMe BoBaL, Tk pEnA gaDo...KiTe Le HeHeHaHa aGi aDe...BuT He PoMiSe 2 mE TaT dIeR tKkN SaKiTkN HaTi aKoO aGi...BuT hE sTiLL DiD It TyMe n TyMe aGaIn...bIaSeLa...LeLaKi....kLw Da BoBaL Kn aUtA KeLiNg jE LeBiH...

Da La....4GeT boUt aLL TiS....JuZ hOpE TaT EvErItIn WiLL B BcK 2 nOrMaL...NiWaE PeEpZ...2DaE, I'vE FoUnd OuT tHa B-I-G SeCrEt BoUt aPaI...QuItE UnEaSy hEaRiNg BoUt It ThOu...JuZ WaT Me aNd MuA FwEnS HaD oReAdI GuEsS...HmM...uAt aKoO FiKiR 2 KaLi wHeTheR sHuLd i oR sHuLd i not LuRb HiM...CaN'T rEaLi TeLL U WaT SeCrEt iT wAs...BuT oVeRaLL, tInKinG Of It MaKe Me sTrEsS...HaIsH....SuMbOdI HeLp Me PwEaSe~!!!!....WaT sHuLd I dO????....aNd HoW Am i SuPpoSe 2 NoE WhEtHer hE FeLt e sAmE wAy As i DiD???....My HeAd FuLL Of QuEs nOw....WaT ShULd i Do???.....aAarRrgHhH~!!!!....FaRk sIa...Y MuZ DiS HaPpEn???...BuT I lOiKe tHa WaY He EnTeRtAIn mUa FwEnS....He iS eVeN NoW RaPaT WiT SuSu...oOpZ~!!!...I MeAn sUaIdI...zUrA's gUy...iN sHoRt, kITe jUz KoL HiM sUsU...He aNd aPaI SeMpAt MaEn pOoL KaT MLC GaThA2...sUsU eVeN SaId TaT hE's EaSy 2 gEt aLoNg WiT...BuT AfTeR hEaRiNg tHa B-I-G SeCrEt bOuT hIm, My MInD wAs LoIkE ?????....

WaT sHuLd I dO nOw PeEpZ???...AnY SuGgEsTiOnS???...sHuLd I oR sHuLd I noT???...HaiSh...HoPe aLL TiS FaRKiN PrObS WiLL eNd soOn...rEaLi cAn'T StAnD iT...MaY BrEaK DoWn aNyTyMe TiNkIn BoUt It...HaIsH...tKcR PeEpZ...GoTTa Go FeR nOw...

++ DaMn DiSaPpOiNtInG... ++

2005-09-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

HaIsH PeEpZ....Me NoW iN mUA sKuL MLC...Me n cT WaS bOrEd...We HAve No iDea WhEr 2 Go...bRo2 LuRb SumEr yG AdE Da aLiK, yG aDe sTiLL HaViN lEsSeN, Yg aDe kJe, ZuRa PoN dA aLiK...HaIsH...paRt aKoO tK kjE, LaMe...pArt AKoO kJe, McM2 pLaN AdE...hAiSh...NiWaE, YeStRdAy WaS MuA 1sT dae TaLkInG 2 bOb McM dA KwN LaMeR G2 Kn...hE KnEw TaT i LoIkE aPaI...He tRiEd 2 hElP mE...BuT dUnNo wItH wAt InTeNtIoN hE heLpEd mE...mAyBe Coz He WAnTs ZuRa'S FwEn NyE nO...He aCtUaLi Said TaT He WiLL NoT teLL aPaI AnItIn...I DiDnT gAvE hIm 2 MuCh iNfO...cUz ItS jUZ MuA 1sT tYme BoBaL dGn DiEr...TkKn Da Nk CaYeKn DiEr g2 jE kN...

nIwAe, aFtEr TaT, AkOo aMiK No bOb fRoM zUrA...AftEr wHiCh I sTaRt 2 mSg HiM SaYiNg TaT He NiD noT SEmAnGaT2 SrH ApAi KoL AkOo...I'm NoT dEsPeRAtE SiA...BuT DeN, AftEr sKuL, bOb KoLeD ZuRA sAyInG tAT hE OrEadI pAsS mUA nO 2 ApaI...YuP2...i WaS DaMn HaPpI...BuT I'M WorRiEd TaT hE woUlD KoL me WeN iM WeRkIng...PsL SmLm Ku kJe...cLosIn SuMrE...dEn BoB SaId TaT aPaI WiLL kOl Me mLm...LuCkIlY dIeR KoL aKoO fEw MiN b4 I sTaRt WeRkInG...DpT bObAl JAp poN jAdI...PsL dIeR tGH kAt LuAr...PkaI hP kWn DiEr...aT lEaSt I GeT 2 HeAr HiS cUtE vOiCe...aKoO pOn UaT kEjE McM sMgT G2...PaDahAl sLalU sLaCk SaK...

bLe aKoO Da bIz wErK, cT SmGt sAk mSg aKoO TANyE ApaI AdE kOL Tk...MuAhAhA....DiEr Yg leBiH sMgT EhK dAri aKoO...AhAkZ~!!...AkOo PoN ciTeKn DiEr aH aPE akOo BoBaL dGn aPAi...haIsH...SoO HapI...

NiWaE, sUpPoSe 2 Go BaCk wItH ApAi 2dAe...bUt dIer AdE BoLa...tdI PaGi bLe aKoO tGH aDe LeSsEn, i ReCeIvEd a MiZ KoL frOm BoB...InGAtKn aPe...akOo PoN KoL aLiK...bUt DiEr cKp aPaI yG kOl...bKn DiEr....DeN wE tAlK JaP...hIs vOiCe WaS DaMnNn CuTe...cAiR kJaP...BoB tAnYe WhEtHeR nK aLiK SaMe2 Tk DgN aPaI...AkOo cKp SmBrG Ah...hE sAId aNiTiN hE WiLL kOl Me...WhEn I wAs hAvInG muA LuNcH, dPt MsG fRoM aPai...He UsE StArHuB.cOm...BiAseLa...DiER kN tKd hP...nIwAe, wE ChAt 4 a wHiLe...DeN sUdDenLy He AsK me TiS QuEs..."Do U LiKe Me?"...i WaS lOiKe ?????....OtAk BlAnK sIoT...I rEpLiEd TAt i HavE nO cOMmeNts...hE sAid NvM...wAkAkAka..

e WaY bOb aSk hIm 2 KoL mE 2NiTe wAs LoIKe FoRcInG SiA...BoB...If U hApPeN 2 ViEw MuA BlOg, i HaVe SumTiN 2 SaE 2 U...cUm On La BoB...I'M nOt DeSpEraTe...kLw De TkNk, U No NiD 2 fOrCe HiM....I aPpReCiAtE tAt u TrIeD 2 HeLp Me..BuT lOvEd CaN'T b FoRcEd RyTE???....OoPz~!!!...KaN KaKak Da bObAl....mUaHahaH...NiWaE, rEaLi APprEcIaTe It Kz BoB??...RaNkIu SoO MuCh...PadE AkOo, DiEr Da Ade No AkOo CuKuP...aT leAsT kItE bObaL gAk Kn KaT sKuL...hMm...*ThInKiNg*

hMm...WeLL pEePz, mE TiNk Me OuTta hErE....TaTs aLL BoUt aPaI FeR nOw...KiTe TgK La EhK wHeTHeR mLm DiEr KoL kE tK....hOpE hE WiLL...iNsYaLLaH....TaTaZ~!!!...*SmOoChXx*

||+|| u GoTTa BeLiEvE TiS~!!! ||+||

2005-09-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

eYoO~!!...Da AdE bLoG aRu PoN BkNnYe Nk uPdaTe EhK aKoO NiE...bIaSeLa...Da bZ wOmAn Kn...MuAhAhA...AsYiK kEjE jEk...YeLa...kLw aKoO tK kEJe aNaK aKoO kAt UmA nIe SapE yG nK jAgE...wAkAkA....NiWaE, jUz CaMe bCk FrOm WeRk...sUcH A bAd DaE FeR Me...DuNnO wAt HaPpeN 2 Me 2DaE...BuT iTs nOt MuA fAuLt aCtUaLi...TaT sABRiNa Yg Nk BsR2Kn HaL kEcIK...fArK her~!!!...LuCKiLy 2DaE Is HeR LaSt DaE...sHeS BeInG tRaNsFeRed 2 TaMp...Me & aBg YaZiD wAs DaMn HaPi...

NiWaE, wErKiNg TyMeS oVeR 4 Me...sOo LaZi La wAnNa TaLk BoUt hEr...hMm...WeLL, yEsTeRdY wEnT 2 tOwn WiT Ct...QuItE bOrEd...Cus ItZ jUz e 2 oF uS...AcTuaLi mUa oThEr FwEn, ZuRa n mY cOusIn SbLh Mua dAd, bObOi, sUpPosE 2 CuM aLoNg...BuT LaSt mIn DeY cAnNoT mAkE iT...SoO SaD...dEn Ma KoLeD mE...hE AsK mE wHeR Am I...SuCh a LamE qUeS SiA...He sHuLd NoE eVerY sAt wHeR i UsUaLi Go ApE...nK tNyE2 LaKz...DeN i ToLd HiM TaT I'm aT tOwN wIt cT...He WaNtEd 2 jOin Us...oF CoZ Me n cT WoULdn't 1 2 ReJeCt...CuZ iTz qUitE LaMe JuZ e Of Us...He SaId He WoULd B rEAcHiN aRd 8 oR 8++ WiT iB...But aT LaSt He KoLeD 2 sAE TAt He CoUlDn't MAKe It...cUz DeRs TiS Hp PrOmo aT bOoN kEnG...He WaNTeD 2 ApPLy 4 LiNe...He DoEsN'T 1 2 MiZ e cHaN...DuHz???....iN e EnD...iTs jUz e 2 oF uS aGaIn...mE N Ct...WoOhOo~!!...McM bEsH La Kn...bUt Me N cT TrIeD VeRi HaRd UAt2 KeCo JAdI tK Lame Sgt...SeMpAt CuCi Mate aGi...mUaHaHa...DeN mE N cT oSo ToOk NeOpRiNts...SoO cUtE La KiTe...JgN JeLeS~!!!!....aHaKz~!!...

2 Me...Ni sUmE tKdE pApE SgT Ah...Le TaHaN TrOkz JeK...yG e XcItInG pArT iS On FrI At sKuL...AkOo N cT aLiK DgN ApAi~!!!...WeEe~!!!...McM tK cAyE SiOt...We TaLk aLoT gAk WiT hIm....TaPi aKoO tEtAp e sAmE Ah...sHy2 CaT...wAkAkA...I wAsN'T mUaSeLf TaT DaE...JadI biSu JaP...tApI jAp JeK...PaS2 aRu aKoO kAcO dIeR ByK2...kUAnG3...i OsO SpEnT aLoT oF tYme WiT BrO2 kAt FoRuM...uAt2 kEcO...wE oSo Got OuRSeLf a nEw MeMbEr...His NaMe iS aM...qUiTe KiUt tHoU...tApI TkLe LaWaN AkOo NyE kIuTnEsS Ah...MuaHaHa...hAiSh...HoW i WiSh I cOulD rEwInD e TyMe 2 FrI...SuCh a LuCkY dAE 4 mE...NmPk bDk2 sKuL laMe aKoO sUMe Kat taMp...HaRoN n HaFiZ Kol AkOo...FuYoO~!!...cAn't aFfOrD 2 4gEt TaT DaE...

Me n Ct pLaN nK MaIn PoOL KaT LP DgN bRo2 sUmEr...HoPe ouR pLaN mEnJaDi...kLa pEePz...Me oUtTA hErE...nK tGk TbEe n wAnNA wAsH Mua uNiFrM...cAnT WaIt 4 2MoRw...HoPe nMpk aPaI...TaKinG cArE~!!...

I'm BaCk~!!!!

2005-09-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

PeEpZ~!!!...I'm BbBaAaCcCkKk~!!!!.....yUp2...TaTs mY inTrO SoNg 4 mUa BlOg...mUA NeW BlOg~!!!....ThNx 2 MuA aUnT....kEkEz~!!...WiThOuT HeR hElP, SaMpaI ArI AyE Pon AkOO tK taU ApE nK jaD dGn BloG aKoO....ThNx aUnT~!!!...LuRb Ya~!!!...KeKeZ~!!!...sHe's e 1 Hu InStaLL e SoNgS, PiXiEs aNd sTuFf....ItS aLL HeR OwN iDeaS...bUt I cHosE e sOnGs....ReaLi aPpReCiATe It aUnT....WeLL...eNuFF bOuT HeR...nAnT kEmBanG Lak MaKcIk Ku SoRaNg Yg kiUt MiUt NiE...*bLuEkZ~!!*...kEkEz~!!....WeLL...LeTs GeT tIs StArTeD...

HmM...WeLL MaNy TiNgs HaPPeN 2 mE TiS pAsT FeW MtHs...DaMn StReSs~!!!!....kLw BeNdE Yg BgOs2 tKp....TaPi mEnYaKItKn HaTi aNd MaKin Me FeEl dAmN LoW...mY LuCk TiS yR SuX 2 e CoRe sIa~!!!...HaTiNg It SoOo mUcH~!!!....1St, mY X WaWaN mEnInGgAl...DeN fAiZaL iS GoIn OvErsEA,eZnIn MeNgHiLaNg...aNd NoW,NaNi, hUdA, iRa fOuGHt oVeR A SmaLL TiNgs....HaiSh....I TrIeD 2 tALk 2 eM'...bUT HuDa KpALe BatU...WadEvA u SaE 2 hEr, sHe JuZ wOnT LiStEn....JuP tOld Me 2 GiF eM' A FeW DaEs 2 CoOl dWn N tInK...So, i'LL TiNk i'LL LiStEn 2 hIm DeN...bUt JuZ CaNt AcCePt e FaCt TaT 1 bY 1 aLL mUa FwEnS kIp FadInG AwAy...HaIsH...eVeN Ma...I TrIeD tO MaKe HiM MeNd His wAYs, bUT hE wOnT ListEn...TiLL I FoUghT wIt HiM n I sAiD tAt I woUld WaSh mUA hANdS OfF hIm...DuN wAnNA CaRe BoUT HiM AniMrE..As LoNg aS tHeIr HaPPi Da...AkOo TkNk HaLaNg DrG....

nIwAe~!!...sKuL jUZ rE-OpEn AgAiN tIS WiK...sOo XcItEd 2 C mUa SkUlmATeZ AgAiN~!!!....AgI2 ApAi~!!!....MuAhAha...BuT Juz CaNt sTaNd DoS byTcHeS In MuA sKuL...e JuNe iNtAKe rEtAIL GhUrLs....FaRkED uP wIt Em....PrAnGaI McM SoYaL...AhH~!!!...4DeT bOuT dOs ByTcHeS..aLL I'm HoPiNg TaT aLL Mua fWeNs WoUld CuM bCk aNd B 2GeDeR LyKe LaSt TyMe...WhEr wE sPeNt e TyMes 2gEdER anD EnJoY oUrsElF...LyKe dErS nO 2mRw....aHaKz~!!...WoKeyLa...Me OuTta hErE...cAnT wAiT 2 Go 2 sKuL 2mRw n MiT BrO2 SuMe NnNnNnN......ApAi~!!!....WaKaKa...HoPe 2 b AbLe 2 C HiS fACe 2mRw....

BuT B4 I LoG oFf....4 e LasT TyMe...I wAnNa SaE tHnX 2 MuA aUnT 4 rEnEwInG, rEnOvAtInG, MoDiFyInG MuA nEw bLoG....kEkEz~!!....So XcItEd bOuT iT~!!....tHnX aUnT~!!!!....lUrB u BeRrIe2 MuChIe~!!!...*sMoOcHxX*...tAkInG cArE...u WaIt 4eVa....I KoL U BcK....MuAhAhA...pEaCe~!!!

* MiSs Ya~!!! *

2005-06-27T13:28:00.001+08:00

Wee~!!!...aWw...Mish u guys sooo much...Long tyme nvr blog...Haish...Been bz wit mua attchmnt...Sianz....Have 2 stand e whole dae...Tapi, at least dpt cuci mate gak kn kn kn??...Wakakaka...Niwae, juz now wen 2 visit CT's blog...So shweet la u gerl...U dedicated sumtin 2 me ryte??...Rankiu gerl...*smoochhx*...Lurb ya bebeh~!!...Muahaha...Well...actuali long tyme 4give ya oreadi...Wat 4 wanna drag tings arnd??...Ape hasil yg akoo dpt??...So dun wori kz syz??...Me neber take it 2 heart...But u still owe us kz??...U oreadi POMISE~!!...Lyke wat u sae...Ahakz~!!...

Well peepz...Me kindda mish mua skul,e pple der...Zura...Mua bro lurb...Mish u guys sooo much sia...Can't wait till Aug...Haish...U noe...Juz can't stand e June intake guys...Tkle tashan noh...Sakit mate memandang...Wakaka...Sejak akoo da tk blog nie, many tings actuali happen...Wen 2 Malacca 2 visit mua relatives....Hmm...So proud of u uncle~!!...Mish ya & nenek alot~!!...Hehe...

Me kindda make new fwens at my werk plc...Dey r ok...Xcept 4 sum...Especially mua mgr Sabrina....4get bout her...Me & Bao Xin oso, semakin ari, semakin rapat...Padahal in e 1st plc, due2 shy...Ape ckp...Step shy jek ko yEuL...*Bluekz*...

Kla guys...Me tink me wanna let mua cute lil eyes rest...Agipon katil da sms akoo srh slp...Juz wait 4 mua nxt entry k...I'll ryte again wen im fwee....But dono wen...Wakaka...Tkcr ya~!!...

== GuEsS WaT??? ==

2005-05-22T18:44:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps...Its me again...Da lamer ehk tk blog...Haish...So strez wit mua exams, werk...And tat stoopid I.A cuming up next...Kanina sakz...Hmm..Niwae, guess hu kold me yesterday??...Yup2...Its Boy...I was watchin e show "Yamakasi" wen he kold...I was damn farking shocked sia when his no appeared in my hp...At 1st I tot i dun wanna pick up e fone...But, fikir due kali, I was lyke tinkin y suddenly he kol me back...So I try 2 pick up wit mua lame voice...Den he said "Hello?...Tgh uat ape??...Da mkn??..."...Den I was lyke "Huh??...Tgh tgk tv ah..."...Den he said ok...Den he ask me whether I can kol Azy's hp...I said 4 wat??...He juz ask me 2 kol...Psl kite nk conference...Den I was lyke..."O...ok...Ape no dier??..."...Den he gave me his no...After tat, I off mua DVD playa ah...Den I kold Azy's no, no 1 picked up...I tot he was tryin 2 fool me arnd...Den I msg him again n ask wats Azy's no again cuz I wanna check whether its ryte...Dpt tau, I was the 1 hu save his no rongly...Muahaha...

After confirmation, I kold Azy ah...Den he picked up...He ask me hu am I ...Den I said yEuL la..Den he told me 2 wait 4 awhile...He went 2 Boy's line n came back sayin tat his hp nenot conference...Cuz its 3310...Haiya...Waste mua tyme onli...Ahakz~!!...Den I put dwn the fone...Tk biase sak bobal dgn Azy...Ferst tyme tau...After tat, I msg Boy ah sayin tat uat ape nk kol klw hp dier tkle conference...Few mins later, he kold me...He said sori...Dier pon tk tau yg hp Azy nenot conference...Den I said ok...From der, we start 2 talked as per normal until wen I said "Hidop alik ehk??...."...From der his bloody farkin bad mood came...He ask wat's rong wit mua attitude...Wen he kold me, I have no feelins 4 him...As if I can't b bothered wit wadeva he said...He said izzit rong 4 him 2 kol me nk tanye khabar n psl da lamer tk bobal??...Dier tanye akoo tk suke pe dier kol...

Den he showed me his true colors...He declared tat tis is how he spoke 2 Lina...I admit it all started coz of me...He spoke 2 me in a proper way...Akoo yg bobal dgn dier kurang ajar...So I understand ah...Den he became more furious...He asked y gerls muz have tis kindda attitude...He said its sickening ah, irritating ah...I donno y suddenly I feel lyke he had woken me up...About mua attitude...Den tears starts rollin dwn mua cheeks...Haish...Tapi tgh nangis2 2 sempat tahan den lawan dier ckp alik...Wakaka...

He said he kindda mish n cyg me...But tat part I was lyke zZzZz *yawnin*...I told him tat he's a man hu do not meant wat he says...Dier tanye akoo ah ape mksd akoo sak bobal g2 mcm...I said ah all the tings bout Lina...Yg dulu dier ckp he's not gonna believe in her, tknk dgr name dier agi...Wadeva shit la...Den he said since I said dier mcm g2, he said tat he will not kol me again 4eva...Den aru le tau whether he's the man of his werds...Prangai sak ni anak...Akoo da la hapi2 dgr suare dier...Haiya...He knew I cried...He apologised 2 me if he had hurt me, made me angry n stuff...I all the way kip quiet...Den I said tat I noe der's 1 day tat he went out wit Lina...Den he ask izzit rong 4 him 2 go out wit her??...I said of coz no la...Den he said if no, den wats the matter wit me??...Izzit coz of jealousy??...I said NO~!!...He admitted tat he admire sum1 whom I suspect its FeEz...But he said ders nuthin tat he can do cuz no one can replace Lina...Duhz??...Stoopid sak tis guy...Sampai biler dier nk hege2 kn Lina??...Y can't he gif himself or other gerls a chance??...I'm not refering 2 muaself though...I admit ta dulu akoo pena terfikir mcm g2...But mua feelins 4 him n other guys starts 2 fade away...Haish...

O ya~!!...Speakin bout FeEz, dier ckp ah selame ni dier tk pena lupekn kwn...Der's even 1 tyme he ask FeEz to kol me n ajak kua psl drg gi skim...Boy ckp FeEz kol akoo yg tk angkt...He said it was on Sat...Padahal akoo da lamer sak tk bobal dgn FeEz...Klw ade pon b4 exams, FeEz kol akoo on Sun n not Sat...Akoo ingat ah...2 pon 1 kali jek dier kol...Psl ari akoo keje ape...Akoo msg dier alik ckp sori psl tk sempat kol dier alik...Cuz I'm werking...Abe dier yg tk reply pe...And klw tol pon dier ikhlas nk akoo ikt, dier tkkn kol ku 1 tyme je pe...Da la...Don wanna drag tings ard...

Niwae, he kip askin me 2 declare wat did I hide from him...I said nuthin...At last dier da bingit, he said again asl pompan kena prangai mcm gni...Sickening...Tis tyme I was reali2 mad at him...Tis is the second tyme cuz of Lina, ke vent his anger at me...Den I said klw sickening tkpla...I put dwn the fone...He kold me again...Thrice...But I nvr pick up...I sent him a msg sayin tat if its sickening, I don see y we shuld continue the conversation...I apologise 2 him bout mua attitude on the fone ah...The way I talked 2 him...Cuz he apologised 2 me oso wat...So I'm juz doin mua part...Niwae, quarrels all started coz of me n mua stoopid sentence...Haish...How I wish I can turn back e tyme...

Till now, I still have the guilty feeling n I'm not sure whether I still lurb him onot...Wat am I suppose 2 do??!!!...I'm suffocating wit tis probs...Plus my exams n the I.A tinggy...Feel lyke breakin dwn...*sobz sobz*

~ Mother's Day ~

2005-05-09T16:02:00.001+08:00

Well...2day I juz chill arnd at home doing my own stuff...Mother's Day mah...Kena dok uma diam...Ahakz~!!...But it feels lyke my normal day...Tis yr we don't reali celebrate Mother's Day...Donnoe y...Mua mummy ade course...Abg kuar...Ayah was lyke sleeping e whole day...Kakak have 2 go 2 Abg Mi's plc...Every1 got their own tings 2 do...Haish...But kakak gave mummy a brooch...Quite beautiful though...Lyke me....Muahaha...Feelin sak yEuL...Niwae, when watchin teebee...We still have sum1 2 entertain us...Tat person is mua dad...He was lyke re-enacting wat the competitors at Bapak's comp e other day did...And mua whole family kip laffing coz of his entertainment...Muahaha...But kakak was having quite a bad mood 2day..And she juz vent her anger at me...Wat does she tink I am??...A puppet??...Aaarrghhh~!!!..Hate quarreling wit her...Hate tat type of attitude...Felt lyke crying...But I control...Don wanna cry infront of her...I can juz reveal my anger, emotions or hatred here...Mua place...I can say wateva I 1...No 1 can stop me...Tis is mua werld~!!...Mua lil werld...

Niwae, last Fri when I was on my way home from skul, Boi_Cino kold me again...He ask me y I did not msg him 4 a long tyme...Eh, skrg sape yg nk knal2 dgn sape ni??....Y I shuld b e I hu have 2 make e 1st muv??...Duhz~??...Stupid sak...He kip saying tat he's Crious bout having a relationship wit me...Padahal aru knal sak...Tk paham2 bahase pe??...Da byk kali akoo ckp kite aru knal~!!!...And tis irritatin bstrd kip harassing me wit e same ques...Cum on la...Don u understand tat GUYS R JUZ NOT IN MUA DICTIONARY NOW~!!!...So u can juz FARK OFF~!!...I've been hurt many times and it's oreadi enuff 4 me...CAN ALL THE PPL YG DINAMEKAN "LELAKI" STOP HURTING ME TYME & TYME AGAIN~??!!!...STOP HARRASSING ME & MUA LYFE~!!!...Aaarrrghhh~!!!...GUYS R JERKS, ASSHOLE, SWIT TALKER MUTHAFARKERS~!!!...

Fuhh...Feel better now...Well peepz...Guess I wanna stop here...2moro skuling...Tkcr aite...Chiao Sin Chee~!!!...

++ II ++ aBoY's b'DaY~!!! ++ II ++

2005-05-07T16:39:00.001+08:00

Hey ya...Back again...Hmm...Juz came bck from town & Mustafa Ctr...Celebrate Aboy's burpday...Quite fun though...Kip laffing & laffing over stupid tings...But B4 kite gi celebrate Aboy's b'day, kite gi tgk Bapak's bodybuilding comp at MacPherson CC...But, bapak didn't make it 2 e final rounds...Dier nye competitors sumer badan kong2 sey...Ape tak...And bapak was lyke e "cutest" among em' all...Muahaha...Niwae, its a quite tiring day...Biler kat CC 2, FeEz ask me whether I still contact wit Boy...We suddenly tok bout him cuz der's 1 contestant whom we tot he reali luks lyke Boy..Duhz~??...Den of coz i said no...I said tat Iz oso da mcm menghilangkan diri...Wen I ask her sape Boy nye gerl, dier terkejot sey...She doesn't noe a ting...But I told her she was e 1 hu told me tat day yg Boy da ade gerl...Ape ckp...Den suddenly she remembered...She said e gerl was.....Lina??...His ex...I was damned shocked sak...But FeEz said tat dey r still ex, tapi ari 2 yg kat pit drg ade pelok2 2 sumer...WTF??!!...Kate da tkd feelin kat 2 pompan...Ni ah dinamekan LELAKI~!!...FARKIN BSTRD~!!...Kate c Lina 2 bdk2 fanatic ah...Mlz nk layan ah...Bobal keling ah Boy~!!...Hate guys hu's attitude is lyk him~!!...Dulu kate menyesal ah pegang2 ex dier ni sumer...Ade hati ckp nk BERUBAH~!!!...FARK OFF WIT YA "MENYESAL" & "BERUBAH" AH BOY~!!!...If u wanna teach me how 2 change mua life, check 4 yaself aite??!!...Aaarrrrrghhhh~!!!!...HATE GUYS~!!!...

^^^^ HaIsH.... ^^^^

2005-05-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Well...Guess wat??...Me in e skul MLC ryte now...Got nuthin 2 do...So here I am updating mua blog...Niwae, last Fri went 4 interview at Ngee Ann City for our skul's attachment during e skul June holiday...It went quite well...I guess so...Onli e interviewer ask us ques which is so damn farkin difficult~!!...Even e cleverest student in mua class says its difficult...Haiya...Den on Sat tot of juz chillin at home...But in e end, I felt damn bored...Luckily Ira kold me and ask whether I wanna go out onot...Cuz she said she oso had 2 collect her mum's clothes at A'an's hse...So went to collect the clothes 1st...After which I met her at Tamp at arnd 6pm...We met at Naf's hse...Arnd 7pm, kite kua dari uma Naf and wanted 2 go to town...Da smpi town jek, me and Ira took neoprints...It was soo farni as the machine snap veri fast and Ira was lyke jumping arnd...We laff alot sia...After taking neoprints, we just did sum window shopping and started 2 feel bored...So we plan 2 go home...A'an and Ira took e same bus...Me have 2 take 65 all by muaself...Haish...So, in e bus, I sat all alone and listen 2 mua MP3...Bile kat Ubi, ders tis chinese guy hu luk lyke 1 of e malay actor...I 4got wats his name...Suddenly, he came and sat beside me...I nvr tot of anitin...Den he use his hp and try 2 communicate wit me usin sms...He said tat I'm cute tat kinda stuff...All I did was just SMILE~!!!...Muahaha...After tat, he introduced himself 2 me...His name was Thomas...Duhz~??...Den he ask 4 mua fone no...He reminds me of Boi_Cino...Wakaka...Actuali I tot of givin mua actual no, but his face luks lyke a sex maniac or even a stalker...So, akoo kaC je no smbrg...Tk tau ah no sape...Muahaha...He said tat at nyte, he will kol me...I said ok...Tapi padahal no org lain...Wakaka

Da smpi uma je, I kold FeEz...She's with A'aN, AzY, BoY and.......his gerl??....Wen I heard wat FeEz said, I was damn shocked n of coz sad PLUS heartbroken...Haish...Sape yg dulu ckp hati dier da tertutop utk sumer pompan??...Look hu's talkin ah ryt now~!!!...I juz don wanna trust guys animre now...Till I find e ryt 1...No wonder he didn't contact me tis past few days...Haish..Iz pon skrg da senyap...Nk katekn, he's e onli guy tat I can depend on ryt now...But look wat happen??....Dier mcm biskot ah...Kjap ade, kjap tkde...I'm reali2 damn disappointed with GUYS ryt now...Farkin JERKS~!!...SWIT TALKER MUTHAFARKERS~!!...Guys r juz not in mua dictionary ryt now....Juz have 2 wait 4 mua MR. RIGHT~!!...Well, as 4 Apai, maybe just lyke seeing his cute lil face and smile...Tats all...Well...Me outta here...Don wanna talk bout em' animre....Chiao Sin Chee

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2005-04-26T15:27:00.001+08:00

2day 1st tyme sak byk kali trjumpe Apai...Hmm...e 1st tyme biler akoo & CT nk msk MLC Lab...Skali c CT da nk trjatoh...Dier melatah "eh, mak ko~!!..." Den Apai kacau ah, "kn mak da dtg..." Ape tk nk trjatoh...Apai da dpn mate dier...Muahaha...Den Me & CT pusing tgk dier den juz senyom je ah...Wen akoo, CT, Zura, Ogie, Ella & Ifa tgh uat prjct kat MLC 2, skali dier dtg alik...Akoo tgh help Zura uat chart 4 their survey ah...Den I heard sum1 say "rajin dier uat keje..." I turned arnd and smile je ah...Den he waved at me...Kwn dier tros pukol dier ah..Drg mcm trkejot tat Apai knal sumer org ah...Den kwn dier kacau dier ah ckp "ko 2 da la pendek, hitam lak 2"... Muahaha...Tk baik sey...At least dier kiut ape...Tat part akoo dgr tros I was laffing 2 muaself...Den I told CT ah...Dier pon ckp dier dgr ah...Den kite 2 sambong ktawe...

Den stgh jln tgh uat prjct, Ifa ajak gi mamam jap...Actuali berat hati akoo nk kua dari MLC Lab 2...Tapi kwn pe psl akoo temankn ler...Me tot of goin Co-op 2 buy Uncle Toby nye chocolate ah...Skali bile gi tgk dier 2utop...Den wen we're on our way 2 cafe, akoo dgr suare bdk2 laki kat tingkat 2 ah...Wen I looked up, e 1st person I saw is Apai...Den he wave at me again...Den akoo pon wave alik ah...Da abis mamam sumer, bile aru nk msk kat MLC Lab 2 alik, skali Apai kua...Den akoo pon ckp "bye Apai..." , dier pon ckp bye alik...Kekez~!!...Skali tgh uat prjct agi, dier msk alik...Hmm...Den actuali Zura ask me 2 follow her gi toilet, den dier ajak CT gak...Den akoo ckp akoo tkya gi ah klw g2...Psl tkd org nk jage beg & comp akoo...So ku stay, sambil2 2 cuci mate kat Apai skali...Wakakaka...Den straitaway CT & Zura da kua je, Apai dtg kat akoo & ask whether I have xtra diskette...Den I say no lor...Ish~!!...Miss e chan man...Wakakaka...Klw akoo ade diskette hitam akoo yg ilang 2, siang2 da kaC dier da...Muahaha...Den he went back 2 his table...Bile CT da dtg alik, agi bpe min je drg da nk jln...Den baik sey dier tlg susun alik kerusi2...Wakakaka...After kwn dier sumer da kua, tros dier bye2 kat akoo & CT...Hmm...Maybe dier malu ah dpn kwn dier...Ahakz~!!...

K peepz...Me outta here...Juz wait 4 mua nxt gossip again k??...Muahaha...Chiao sin chee~!!!...

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2005-04-26T12:03:00.001+08:00

Yup2...Tat's ryt...2day I'm MC from skul...Den tot of askin FeEz 2 follow me go Poly ah...Wen I kold her, dier ckp dier nk gi temankn Boy amik gaji, den gi town dgn Nazzir sumer...Dlm hati menyirap je...Akoo tgh sakit2, dier pentingkn kwn dier...Haish..Ape ckp...Den I kold & msg CT from mornin tk reply2...Den arnd 1 p.m g2, aru dier kol akoo....Rupenye dier pon tk gi skul...Overslept...Trok sey tdo...Isk isk isk...Since dier tk gi skul, akoo pon ask her whether le temankn akoo gi Poly ah...Dier ckp ok...Tot of nk gi Tamp nye Poly...But I have 2 wait 4 mua mum 2 get back & gif me mua new CSC card...Den da alang2 2 pon dier nk anta akoo skali...Wen I ask her 2 send me 2 Tamp nye, dier ckp jauh...She ask 2 go Bedok nye suda...Den trpkse srh CT dtg Bedok ah...Yg bus dier naik 2 pon lembab nk mampos...Akoo rase kreta lembu agi cpt kn, kn, kn CT??...Muahaha...

Kat Bedok akoo & mua mum mamam jap...Arnd 4 g2 dier ckp dier da nk kena gi opis alik...Den I say go ahead ah coz I have 2 wait 4 CT...She ask me 2 go 2 e Poly 1st psl takot 2top at 4.30...So I go ler...Step independant jap...Wakakaka...Da smpi Poly, amik no. sumer ah...Den biler part kena 2ungu Doc 2, akoo tgh dok dgr MP3 while kolling CT oso...Den der's tis 1 guy...At 1st akoo ingat bdk kiut ane tah..He kips walkin behind me...Tapi biler akoo tgk tgn dier, kiri kanan angkong siow...Kat leher pon same...EwW...Not my type sak...Da nmpk tgn dier je tros 4 me da tk kiut ah...Muahaha...Name dier Boi_Cino...Den kacau nye kacau, at last dier mintk no...Ku pon kaC...Nk kaC no bedek, tkt dier mis kol...Trpkse layankn bpe min...After tat, dier da jln, akoo pon gi jmpe doc ah...Yg c CT maC lom smpi...Puas hati akoo gi srg2 sey...Muahaha...Tapi tkp...Akoo tk blame dier...Ni sumer bus kreta lembu nye psl ah ni...Wakakaka...

Biler akoo da kua Poly pon trnmpk c Boi_Cino kat lift...Den 2ron same2...He tot of chillin arnd wit me...Den I said I have 2 mit CT...Malaz ah nk layan bdk2 fanatic ni sumer...Haiya...Ape nk jadi...Wakakaka...K lor guys...Me outta here now...Chiao sin chee~!!...

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2005-04-24T14:07:00.001+08:00

Hmm...2day Me, FeEz, Boy, Nazzir, Ijal, Shafeeq & Yan went 2 town ramai2...Me & FeEz was e last 1 2 arrive...Nasib baik drg tk bising...Muahaha...Niwae, as usual, we r suppose 2 mit em' depan Topman...But bile akoo & FeEz sampai, kite tk jmpe drg dulu...Kite straitaway msk Topshop nye kedai...Coz FeEz nk beli baju dulu...Sanggop sak~!!...Wen we r in e shop, kite da pilih ah baju tat FeEz berkenan...Skali bile nk gi changing room dier, fuh...mcm nak gi beli nombor...Ramai org sey...Den FeEz tk jadi ah nk beli...Psl kite da lbt, klw line up agi lbt...So kite plan jln2 dulu aru beli...Den kite gi bwh 2 mit em' ah...Sumer da ade...Den salam2 drg...Akoo sampai je, Shafeeq nk pinjam MP3 while Ijal lak pinjam shades akoo...Muahaha...Part bile akoo salam Boy, dier ckp sori psl bile dier kol to check kite da kat daerah ane, dier ade bobal kasar ckit...Dier ckp ppaid dier da nk low...Agipon akoo tk take it 2 heart sey...Ape ckp...Kekez~!!...Den Boy panggil FeEz aside & bobal ape tah...Akoo interrupt jap ah...Skali dpt tau Boy nye baju dier aru beli gak b4 we came...Kirekn same plan as FeEz ler...Den Boy suroh simpankn beg plastic Topman 2 dlm bag MNG FeEz yg akoo bwk...After tat, FeEz suroh Boy temankn dier carik baju agi...Den she bring me along ah...Biler kite naik escalator nk gi Topshop, Boy was talkin 2 FeEz sumtin bout' Bidadari...Meanin gerls la...If I'm not mistaken, FeEz said she wanna go Borders coz sane le cuci mate...Den Boy ckp "tkya susah2 cari, depan mate akoo da ade da ni..." Donno if he's talkin bout me or FeEz...Coz I'm e 1 hu is standin infront of him...But he was e 1 talkin bout' e topic "Bidadari" wit FeEz...So I'm not sure...

Biler yg kat escalator 2, he not purposely step on my shoe...So I turned arnd la...Den he smiled at me & ask "nk org bwkkn beg tk??"...Tat part I was sooo shocked...At 1st I wanted 2 say no nid...Coz beg 2 da lah MNG nye beg...Dier da kai baju Topmen...Da hensem2 tkkn nk srh dier bwk...Tapi fikir alik, bende dier pon ade dlm beg pe...Den i ask him 2 carry lor...Lepas FeEz da beli bju sumer, kite 2ron alik 2 mit e rest ah...Den from der, straitaway kite gi LP main pool...Yan, Shafeeq and Nazzir bukak 1 table...Me, FeEz & Boy bukak 1 table...Ijal tk main...After man pool, tot of nk mkn kat LP ah...But FeEz & Boy tknk psl drg ckp da jelak...So kite gi Far East ah...Skali kat Far East sume tmpt full...Den tot of patah alik LP ah...Tapi at last kite mkn kt LJS Far East ah...Kat c2 akoo kena kacau dgn Shafeeq giler babi just bcoz of LJS...Muahaha...Akoo bobal dgn dier & Nazzir nari pon mcm kwn da knal lamer...Padahal2...Kekez~!!...Tgh mkn2, skali Yan kena jln...Ade hal...Ayam dier aru mkn 1...Air pon lom sentuh2 agi dier...Cian dier...Den FeEz took e drink & Shafeeq lak abiskn ayam & fries dier...2 pn kite yg srh...Muahaha....

Lpas mkn, Nazzir tot of nk chillin arnd at Taka Garden...Psl dier nk jmpe member dier gak ah kat sane...But den Shafeeq nk kena alik coz dier under probation...Have 2 be home at 10 at least...He asked me wat tyme I'm goin home...Coz dier nk srh temankn dier alik...Den I say donno ah & ask him 2 ask FeEz...Skali FeEz pon not sure...At last I juz tell FeEz alik je ah...Temankn Shafeeq nye psl...Den she said ok...Arnd 9.15 pm g2 kite jln...Tapi tis tyme akoo & Boy kat dlm bus is not lyke usual...Psl bus byk org...Den dier dok dgn Shafeeq, I sat wit FeEz ah

Biler sumer da 2ron, onli left me & FeEz ler...I was damn bored in e bus...Coz b4 tat Me, Shafeeq & Boy main game "Worms" same...Den drg da 2ron, da tkd teman...Uwek~!!...Wakakaka...Trpkse dgr mua MP3...Tis tyme biler dlm bus, me nenot sit wit Boy coz bus byk org & other ting is Shafeeq yg dok dgn Boy...So I sat wit FeEz ler...Tapi tis tyme Boy layan FeEz more den me...& its quite unusual...Den after drg da 2ron, I saw tis guy being blocked by tis Mama...I was lyke kip lookin at tis guy 2 c cute ke tk...Den e yg block laki ni kip lookin at me as if he tot I'm lookin at him~!!...EwW...Tk kuase nk tgk Mama 2...Ahakz~!!...Makin lamer, laki 2 kip cumin inwards ah...I oso kip lookin at him...Skali rupe2 nye bdk skul akoo...Kwn Bo...Akoo pena admire dier gak ah...Wakakaka...He's sooo cute~!!...Biler dier da nmpk akoo, den he juz smiled...But e 2nd tyme I look at him, he was laffing softly & ask where I wanna go...Den I told him home ler...Dier anggok kpale...Akoo pon ape agi...Xcited ler...Coz tats e 1st tyme dier bobal dgn akoo...Klw kat skul nmpk cume senyom je...

Den bile akoo nk 2ron, akoo pon amik chan ah nk bobal alik dgn dier...I ask him where he's gonna alight...Dier ckp depan...Tk tau la dpn ane...Niwae, I'm juz hapi dier take e initiative 2 talk 2 me...Muahaha...Well...Guess I'm outta here...Wanna clp ah..Nyte2~!!...Chiao sin chee...

%%%% WeEe~!! So HaPi~!! .. %%%%

2005-04-23T18:10:00.001+08:00

Well...2day both Iz & Boy kold...due2 gave advise 2 me...Iz gave advise bout' Boy, n Boy gave advise bout' mua life 4 e betta...Muahaha...Glad 2 have em' as mua fwen in mua lyfe...Niwae, Boy kold & talk 2 me lyke e 1st tyme we both talk 2 each other on e fone...We talk & joke arnd...Tats wat I lyke...We act as normal...Not lyke in e past...Wen we confess our feelings 2 em', either dey avoid me or I avoid em'...Kekez~!!...Tapi 2 cite lamer...Tats e 1st tyme I talk 2 him on e fone 4 sooo long...Imagine from 00.26 - 3.00 am??...Kite pon tk pwasan tyme sey...Klw le conversation kite da pjng agi da...Tapi psl dier sok skul...Ade science practical...Hmm...As 4 Iz, he kold me 4 onli arnd 2 hrs or 1 1/2 hr...Da luper ah...But actuali he said tat he wants 2 rest 4 awhile & will kol me bck later...But I noe he won't...Dier kuat tdo ah...Muahaha...Well...Maybe he's tired...Nvm lor...Niwae, tats all 4 2day je...Nuthin much happen...Juz wait 4 mua nxt post aite peepz??...Me outta here...Chiao sin chee~!!...

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